Excited

I am writing a short story,well at this time I do not know just how short it will be.After rewriting some things I think I have a pretty good story going on!At least I hope so.I will ask my daughter to help me format it into chapters.Most of the time I have been listening to coldplay...They inspire me.Sparks..Yellow..thats only 2 songs...there are others.(I love coldplay)rIts a romance.Angst.And sex.Writing about sex is the hardest part.I don't want hardcore sex...loving sex is what I want,Making love is more appropriate for what I am striving for.I hope to publish it on ROAR....I have two chapters done...I want to submit a complete story.Or maybe a couple chapters at a time...I not sure yet.Any I'm very excited about this...so far so good I think romating

John Keats

A thing of beauty is a joy forever.....Its loveliness increases;it will never,,,,Pass into nothingness;but still will keepA bower quiet,and a sleep...Full of sweet dreams,and health,and quiet breathing

Moody

Yea thats right having a freaking moody day...don't know what I want...don't care what I want either...blah blah blah

Alone

From childhood's hour I have not been....As thers were-I have not seen...As others saw-I could not bring....My passions from a common spring-....From the same source I have not taken...My sorrow-I could not awaken...My heart to joy at the same tone-...And allI lov'd,I lov'd alone....Then-in my childhood-in the dawn..Of a most stormy life-was drawn....From ev'ry depth of good and will...The mystery which binds me still-...From the torrent,or thefountain-..From the red cliff of the mountain-....From the sun that 'round me roll'd.....In its autumn tint of gold....From the lightning in the sky....As it pass'd me by-....From the thunder and the storm-...And the cloud that took form... (When the rest of Heaven was blue)...Of a demon in my view.....Alone ,From Major Tales and Poems,Edgar Allan Poe

Sleepless night

Since I wrote last night...Letting some feelings out...I could not sleep.I felt wound up,I tried reading,listening to music...cleaning.I finaly just took a double dose of my ambien and an ativan(both legal prescriptions)and sweet sleep.No dreams...except one brief one I think...that I remember...bees flying around my face...I do not know what that means...if indeed it has a meaning at all.Oh well...I am going to keep writing ..I am findind its becoming a real release for me...its private and my kids do not know...this will help me better help them